I just want a fucked up girl who I would find really really pretty (really simple girl) who can be in my life and my happiness stems from there….but this is reality where everything in my life is average, I’m more fucked up than the word itself.
I don’t believe in the word love unless used in the sense of loving music or family members or football/food (weird). But I believe in the feeling which you think you’re in love or like the person soo much.
I’ve been told im too emotional..Don’t give a fuck I always wet heart over mind which is dumb but I don’t think I think alot (sounds like rubbish) so it’s not like in writing this out of emotion because now I feel nothing..the people I talk to I don’t want to talk to them it’s nothing.
It’s why I like writing on here because even though sometimes it’s too personal or about certain people I have never wrote thinking (how are they going to respond) but it’s how I feel written down so i can feel better, less gay..just things of my chest.
We should all have what we need as humans but then they say what would you like or want? But it’s not like a burger or trainers sometimes it’s a person or a specific item and you can’t get it. THEN WHY! If we can’t have what we want why is there WHAT DO WE WANT? Questions So we can settle for less. This is not about the girls I want to be with or the custom vans that can’t be delivered in the post because it’s only sold in one shop in the US but just things in general.
Random rant over.
I hate the way you tease me, im not lonely I’m alright - Lianne La Havas - Tease Me
Casey Veggies - Loved Then Alone ( Cool Song)
